i was sitting at home working on character building for this srceenplay of a short, and i must admit i was heading nowhere fast, and getting rather frustrated. So i clicked on my zune software on my moms laptop, and i let it play so i could get some kind of inspiration. then my house phone started ringing, and i dont have my cordless in my room cause for some stupid reason it messes up my wireless. so i run out of my room and get the phone. i looked at the caller ID and its says unknown caller. needless to say i was a bit pissed, but i answered the phone anyway. i answer how i usually do, except if you know me there was probably irritation in my tone. oh and i put the phone on speaker because i have my notes in my hand, and i didnt hear anything on the phone so i started to hang up, then i hear: "hurry up, she answered" so then i was curious thinking that it was a stupid prank call, so i was trying to figure out who'd prank me. then i hear a guitar being played. and what happens next is what made me tear up...

BRAN- "hey jessi, this is your favorite-est person in the world. yeah homie thats right all three of your favorite-est people, why dont you introduce yourselves."
KEITH- "hey fag its me, your K-I-S-W."
KAVIES- "hey jess its your plaything"

BRAN- "ok go"

ONE OF THEM- "your gonna love this"


they all three, start singing. but the song they sang was AMAZING. partly because they were singing it, partly because it had my name in it, but MOSTLY because the song fit us so well especially the relationship kavies and i had, and keith and i had, no bran and i never dated. that doesnt mean we dont play around though.

at first i thought they made it up, but when they were done they said it was called "a kiss without commitment" by daniel bedingfield, you know natasha's brother... anyway here are the lyrics:





A KISS WITHOUT COMMITMENT:

A kiss without commitment's
Like a flower without the rain
It only leads to pain
And it fills my heart with emptiness
Your touch without commitment's
Like a calm before the storm
The tears are starting to form in my eyes

When I kissed you I was curious
The child that I was
I never realised I would love you so
And in the magic of the moment
I was swept to the side
And I saw your heart
So small and tender

Physical is fine
But I cannot avoid the pain
I'm like an express train
As I surge towards the mountains
I am certain as I'm livin'
I cannot do this again
We're much too greater friends
To play games

When I kissed you it was
Everything I dreamed it would be
But I never dreamed it would mean so much to me
And our friendship is too valuable to carelessly lose
So today I choose
To really love you

Jessica your heart is
Like a newly budding rose
Expanding as she grows
Your petals have been bruised
But you have so much love to give
And it's so beautiful to see
You're beautiful to me, my friend

And when I kissed you
I believed it wouldn't get in the way
I want to stay your friend and have it fine
And I'm hoping that our God can make great things of our lives
His love survives
The greatest struggles

Jessica your gate is open, nothing in your way
A friend you'll always stay to me
Whatever else we're gonna be
A friend
You'll always stay to me



so they explain this all to me and then, brandon says "and you said you've never heard a song with your name in it, hows that for a song?" a while ago i was listening to "dear jamie" snd i was like why cant someone make a song with my name it?
i cant believe the found one. one that fit SO PERFECTLY. so of course i downloaded it. but i like my boy's version better, even though brandon is not the best singer, his voice fit perfectly with kiss's and kavies, and they both have the sweetest voices. i cant get over how much thought they put into it. gosh i love them so so so so much. they make me smile all the time. i miss them all so much.

Tags: besties, jessica, swoon, the best song ever
where im at:: my room
how im feeling:: loved
what im cranking:: a kiss without commitment- daniel bedingfield (ON REPEAT!!!!)