(in take of deep breath)......... (and hold)

(now a slow release of air)...... and repeat.



How much does it suck that I cant miss school on senior skip day... UGH... all because I HAD to be sick! UNFAIR!!!!

THINGS I NEED TO DO: stop giving ms. lesch reasons to make me particpate in gym, all girls playing football [by-the-official rules] SUCKS a lot son. Its like saying "HEY WELCOME TO 3RD PERIOD P.E CAPTAIN no-fun!" ugh and then the girls get mad if the other team( my team) is winning. STFU its crappy PE all girls football geez. AND yes boys I know how to play and throw and catch, but I dont like to play footbal. KEYWORDS: DONT and LIKE in that order.

I need to talk to mr. J about turning in some extra article to get my grade up son. LIKE NOW.... I have a really bad case of senioritis and I've had it since sophomore year, during the summer. I changed so much in that summer.

I need to call SFGA. (steph want to work ent. that would be awesome!)


I need to find a roommate... and I'm excited/scared about oreintation. like whoa homie.
(oh for the record...... I am not suprised that I am going to college. I am suprised the one school that my mom said shed help put to pay for excepted me... I got in to the following schools[as in still have my acceptance letters for] elmherst, ureaka(sp), columbia :( so sad I cant go there, but if I chose it I'd be on my own. full sail (where I wanted to go since sophomore year but 40,000 dollars for tuition is a whole lot son. and ONU is half that and still way too much. so yes I'm NOT SUPRISED I'm going to college just suprised that I got THEE ideal school.)


I need to sleep for a few days or more. like no joke I am tired.

I need to get my income tax return son. I want my septum pierced, and uh oh ... my lip too.... we'll see


I need to choke... cause I havent in a while and Im getting desperate.


I need to buy juno.and across the univers and sweeney todd. like NOW!


I need to write my brothers.

I need to talk to my sister. (not jasmyne) cause she after all having MY nephew. that sounds so wierd, I mean i have foax nephews but not a real one... (shivers)


I need to not do the "horns to the sky" "rock on" "punk hand" hand gesture so much, its staring to annoy me.... hmmm.

ok done with the needs.

onward to greatness................

so crystal thinks I am funny... what? huh? I mean I have my goof ball moments but DOOD, its like right when I stop trying to be funny when I apparently do something and she just cracks up. whatever I'm doing its doing a number on my shyness...

I REFUSE. and I am saying it now to rap or flow for open mic night. I dont care how good I am. It wont work. MAYBE if im bribed. I will however help out. Mrs. O is awesome and her husband is my ceramics teech. so Im like DOUBLEY cornered. lol. this is waht I get for hanging out with all the creations kids lol. I might just buy a creations book this year lol.

Oh sadly I cant get the scroll award..... who knew? lol guess Ill have to wear the same old blue like everyone else.

and I have to go shopping for either a dress (ew) a skirt suit( ew ew) or a slack suit (ugh) for graduation. heres my question... why cant I wear jeans? and a cute top? geez, not only do i have to sit in a hot stadium but i have to do it wearing crap. and I dont know about my hair yet,Im undecided......


Im tired and I have to write up an article anaylsis so ..... chao babes.


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Tags: everything, needs
how im feeling:: blah
what im cranking:: believe me Im lying-forever the sickest kids