Thing one:

Please do not leave anonymous comments on my journal entries, im not a big fan of that. There is, however an exception to that rule... Which is, if I dont know you or have absolutely no chance of ever meeting you and you are just giving random words of kindness or advice... thats fine.... but things about school or my life, like the comment on my last journal entry, things that dont even apply to anyone outside of warren... Receiving a comment like that, doesnt exactly put a smile on my face.

Thing two:

The more information I receive about college the more scarier it seems. I mean all the people and the two girls who want to meet me, and finding a roommate or (two?) that sounds, um... challenging, but I think I can handle it. Other things like getting my $500 deposit in ASAP (which my lovely aunt infomed me shes paying, how amazing is that!?) and things like room and board and tuition, and book fees and and and.... on and on, end less money that I dont have... and now as much as the grant money is a huge blessing, it now seems like it wont even make a dent, after this year is paid off. My family is being a great help though, everytime money comes up they literally throw their hands up volenteering. I dont know, its just coming at me in this huge scary wave and i cant swim. I'm in this really pathetic vulnerable state right now. It really suck that people have to go through things like this just to further their education.


I just want to kick these "things" to the curb. pronto.

Tags: college scary, pet peeve
where im at:: the computer desk
how im feeling:: scared
what im cranking:: Everything's Alright- Motion City Soundtrack