I have really hard-to-get goals. I want to have a future in film making. I want to leave my mark if anything, in that way.

Now with that said, I have done nearly everything, just short of getting kicked out of my house and getting arrested to hinder my dream. This is my last chance. I can feel it.

A few minutes ago my mom called me down from my room to get my mail. I saw my highly awaited envelope sitting on the table, just then I knew I did not get in, so what was the point in opening it? I guess it was curiosity. The anticipated, "We are sorry to inform you--" I opened it and started reading:

Dear Jessica,

Congratulations! I am pleased to inform you of your admission to Olivet Nazarene University for the fall of 2008.


When I read the first word, I was ecstatic, by the end of the sentence I was terrified. None of that matters though. I am going to Olivet. I was accepted.

Tags: acceptance, college, olivet
how im feeling:: accomplished
what im cranking:: The end- Matthew West