read it and weep

love of character

2009-11-07T05:02:51Z

only reason i like the twilight books is because of one single character. bella is like no other character i can think of. the way she thinks is fascinating. completely selfless to the point that its selfish. like a huge circle she tries to take away peopls pain at the same time shes causing it. she rathr sacrifice herself than let someone die protecting her,but she is the reason that somone has to protect her. that why shes so relateable to every person who reads her point of view. for someon like me reading about bella and how she feels makes me feel bettet about the way i feel about myself and others.

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-11-03T22:18:00

2009-11-04T04:43:46Z

update

halloween turned out AMAZING i got completely drunk of course, its weird not having a tolerance anymore. i ended up going to shawns party completely last min, thats why if you see the pics on FB im the only one not wearing a costume, although i did try to convince people i was a comic book cause i was wearing DC heroes pajamas :) hahaha met a girl there named amanda cant really remember her face she over heard me complaining about how i wasnt drunk enough if i still hate the taste of beer, and took it upon herself to make me a drink, it was effing amazing amanda is type of drunk girl you wanna be around in a sticky situation i'd bet she be clever enough to get us out. it was funny, but i got all depressed drunk at the end cause i just then realized i wouldnt be working the last official day so i woulndt be able to say goodbye to everybody.got a wee bit emotional. nothing serious of course i was sloshed remember........ i would go over the night play by play but nobody really cares. :)

heres a letter to you:

hello love,
i miss you a great bit. i think of you constantly, mostly hoping that you are thinking of me. i lalalala love you, i do, its true. :p
take care without me, while i pretend that you once needed me, oh you know how i love to feel needed, thanks for making me feel special :)
-FINE
jess

i broke 2 toes on my left foot. :(

thats all

things

2009-10-26T06:34:52Z

so things are.........

well first off im extremely sick, but hiding it well, today i took a crap load of vicodin to just numb me, cause when i get pre-sick i get a little dramatic and when i get really sick i try to hide it to avoid all the over concern cause for some reason i crumble under attention. doreen barley knows me i mean its been 6 months and she can tell better than my own mother when im not feeling well or when i'm depressed. ither shes psychic or shes very observant. she should be a pro interrogator i mean im good at hiding my sadness, but she picks it up on the spot.

the work season is almost done which makes me sad. but cant wait till the next one im excited not nervous for auditions :)

what else? humdilala....................... oh

i have recently delved inot the world of skating. i mean i've always like it and i had a board since forever, but ive never really tried at it , if you know what i mean. so now im getting really into it and its fun and scary and frustrating cause it like the only sport that i've had to work really hard at i mean everything has come really easily to me, iv just had no interest, this is different i mean in a way its second nature to me and in a way its like math. no matter how hard i try i dont get it. so im in the in between and im going to keep at it cause its a thrill when i actually get something down, like the ollie and manuals. so il keep you posted on that.

hmmmmlalalala.

no matter what i do or how hard i try to get over the feelings i had in 06 i cant. theres a part of me deep down that doesnt want to let me let go. its the summer that my life changed.it was like my open door to the world and i step through it loved it and i accidently step out and the door shut and i got locked out. :(

ummmmmmm......

boy: you smell good. stop it
boy: [puts his arm around my hips] i havent seen you in forever. how are you.
boy: [ while im reading comes up puts his head on my shoulders towards my neck, leans in close] what are you reading.
boy: i think im just going to change right in front of you now.
boy: (love song on the radio) crap now im going to get depressed [turns all the knobs down, while i follow turning them back up] now you are just gonna have to cheer me up. be yourself.
boy: come here. me: why? boy: just do it.[ i go up to him] smell me.
boy: [puts his ear phones in my ear.] listen..... this song reminds me of you.
boy: if you went missing id search everywhere for you till i find you.

shit....... life's not fair.

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-10-24T07:52:00

2009-10-25T05:03:58Z

Fright fest is fun. i like being in the office i hate working past midnight. but now people trust me more, and i find out a lot of things of which i cannot repeat :( but its fun in a way, keeping secrets.

ummmmmm im giving up for now on the boy..... its kinda not worth pursuing just cause hes not and im not. its whatev.

so about bout that weather.. sheesh so eeffing cold, i will never get used to winter. well i gotta shower
just came here to wake up i guess i finally get to be a character today, hopefull i wont be lame one. bahhhh

PLEASE!?

2009-10-19T22:42:31Z

Dear life,

i know you are not supposed to be fair. but i also know that you do let people catch a break every now and then.
so hear me out, i really really need you to cut me a break. i wont go into detail but i have a deep feeling that you know exactly what i am referring to.

love me( everyone else does),
jess

473363937

2009-10-19T05:21:53Z

Dear you,

i was made to love you. this is my purpose.
you are the piece of time i captured in a photo, lasting forever, always in my heart.
you are the non renewable resource that i need for survival.
i take as you willingly give yourself to me, knowing i care enough not to take too much.
it will never be enough just to say i love you. so i refuse to say it.
how i feel about you is how i feel about breathing.
i miss you even when you are close to me, because i fear of the times when you will not be.
you are the reason for my happiness.
you are the story behind my smile.
i was made to love you. this is my purpose.

FINE(forever is not enough),

Jess.

yes really

2009-10-18T07:06:31Z

this is a super cute song......
"Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time"
i'd be like hell yes. lol.
S-double-o-N

"Smother Me"

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby

song work in progress

2009-10-13T06:01:34Z

i say my style's clean, clean clean by any meansi got my dream held high i got my kicks on fly wit skinny jeans i wear em like a bad habit no matter wear i go i gotta have it i wear em skinny cause my ass fits apple bottoms' just an excuse for peoples with fat asses now all we need jeans for people who wear glasses. now isnt that attractive the next coming atraction, subtracted the brains of the

TO DFLS with LOVE, ( it didn't last forever) yours, SHJG

2009-10-13T04:49:26Z

You take it to places that no one's ever been
You let it, you let it. Your insides caving in.
You pushed and pulled, still wanting some more.

meant to die - the used

The second you let it become a part of you,
You'll never forget it, no matter what you do.
You lost it all, still wanting some more.

meant to die - the used

So baby, I took a little too much.
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me.
I should have let you know I never meant to go.
Sure I lost my mind, but I never really meant to die.

Never stay forever.
Never stay forever.
Come on.
- the used

kiss kiss

2009-10-13T03:56:43Z

Nowhere to go.
I'm not leaving. I'm not going.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.
On my own.
I'm nothing, just bleeding.
I'm not kissing you goodbye.

kissing you goodbye -the used

ahhhhhh love. jessica is crushing, crushing hard <3

i thought this was really cool

2009-10-09T16:46:19Z

With Your Eyes <3<3<3<3
You lie with your eyes. They say the eyes are the window to the soul, but you protect your soul to the bitter end. You can control the amount of information your eyes give to people. When you lie, you are very convincing because your eyes seem to agree with your words. You can say so much with very little actual talking. People trust you, even if they shouldn't, but it takes a lot for you to trust anyone. When you gaze into peoples' eyes, it is an intense stare. People often look away because when they look into your eyes, they feel like you know all of there secrets; almost like you can read their minds. However, when you do trust someone enough to show them your soul, they get lost in your eyes and cannot look away. People who lie with their eyes are the most convincing liars.

You lie to protect people from the world, but you also lie to protect yourself. You like to keep the focus on others rather than yourself. At times, your friends will get on the subject of you and realize how little they actually know about you. You are good at slyly changing the subject, but there are people out there who recognize this behavior. These people are both your weakness, and your greatest friends. It takes a very understanding, intelligent person to understand what goes on inside your head. You often will hang out with people who don't quite understand what you are doing because you feel safer knowing no one is inside your head. You, however, are inside everyones' head. You know their feelings and motives and lie to manipulate them into doing the smart thing. You block yourself from others who think like you, but let them inside your head every once in a while, and you will find that it is worth the risk.

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-10-06T15:27:00

2009-10-06T20:34:14Z

so every now and again i fall in love with a band, who's music fits my life or just overall mood. and lately i've just been listening to anything and everything getting my music guru title and what not.

i like the used, but i wasnt what i'd call a hardcore listener till recently.

So maybe I took a little too much.
Maybe life didn't want this part of me.
If it helps to know, I never let you go.
I'm sorry that I lost my mind

So baby, I took a little too much.
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me.
I should have let you know I never meant to go.
Sure I lost my mind, but I never really meant to die.

ahhhhhh love them

ill keep my love for them a regular topic on this so called journal lol.

PEACE

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-10-05T02:05:00

2009-10-05T07:20:58Z

bad news just found out spencer is jewish. such a turn on. lol
gotta love spencer :) to bad virginia is........ not around here.
here it goes again i miss him (sad face)

ok as you all know life for me is like poprocks except its poprocks without the fun and excitement. but at least i got work taken care of i am now working in the office where stuff happens and i dont have to deal with stupid guest and their dumb questions, and i no longer have to be all alone in the freezing cold. YAY. and im going to make a work friendly playlist for my zuney so i wont get bored with you know, office stuff. music YAY. so stop by fright fest i might see you im kinda backstage only but i get out occasionally. oh, and i promised myself i wouldnt let this happen, but i like someone at work, ahhhhhhhhhhhh. he totally gave me an amazing(i miss you, and now i get to see you) hug today swoon/spastic dance.sad thing though, nothing will become of this it would just be plain weird.awkward.weird. its actually weird to even think about. even for me lol.friends we'll stay ill just pine over missing spencer lol.

home and school needs a lot more work. ugh. always working. what was sooo cool about getting older again?

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-10-04T00:53:00

2009-10-04T06:03:30Z

Dear bottled up emotions pent-up inside of me,

i need whatever repressed situations that you secretly keep from letting me embarrass myself for those in-the-moment times to all come out, because at this moment in my life when i feel like im at my most vulnerable i need more space and right now my emotions are crowing each other and im going berserk. and i just might do something really stupid, and hurt myself and other in a way that, how can i put this subtly, will be completely irreversible. yes as in, forever.

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-10-02T23:20:00

2009-10-03T04:22:59Z

and while im at fuck having faith. what the hell has it ever gotten me.
i want my fucking life back. the one where people actually gave a shit.

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-10-02T23:07:00

2009-10-03T04:12:44Z

is hanging by a thread when no one seems to care......
the second half to this lyric is BULLSHIT.

i just found another KIKI blond hair in my hoodie that havent worn since i left oli. and im not going to be there to see baby bella when she sees the world for the first time. and i feel like shit, because some where down this crooked line its all because i fucked up. redemption is bullshit.

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-09-28T21:42:00

2009-09-29T02:55:39Z

the other day was courtney's last day of work and i didnt even realize it till the day was half way over, it kinda made me sad, hopefully i wont eff up and ill be able to see her next year (im super excited for parade :).....
anyway so i made a huge mistake, and since i was separated from the bulk of the group for most of the day i was extra sad... my crew was sent on lunch early(ugh) which i didnt like but we stopped by to see our other friends on the way to the caf. and they were in like a maze i dont really want to explain it, so i'll leave it at "maze" and we didnt see them but we kinda heard them, so we were kinda marco poloing it, except using our own names, so i was like 'courtney caterpillar" where are you, then i realized what i said, and was like shit, and she came around the corner and was all bouncy like she normally is and she was all like "jess- you're silly (hahahaha) courtney caterpillar,(blahlalalalala)" and im like "yeah". so she had no idea, and i guess i overreacted but still it was just really awkward for me at least. gotta love courtney though :) she pleasantly reminds me of someone i used to be/know its sorta cute. awwww and now i really miss her.... gah.

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-09-23T21:47:00

2009-09-24T03:06:26Z

life sucks balls. and i need a vehicle stat. this shit is super old its nearly dead,

oh

and why is everyone deciding to be gay i dont get it..... is it for attention?
because usually when you marry someone not all the time but usually you are declaring vows for a lifetime not a year. w.e dont get married when you are 19/20 guys. especially to someone from another country.
work

its FF(PP) season and i'm missing it poo. go incredibles kick sass :P
school

what else? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

caterpillars freak me the hell out. STILL. actually even more so than before.they're almost up there with spiders (i saw one tday)
home. speaking of caterpillars... i just cant seem to throw the rest of it away. i've never had a friendship like that before, at least with a girl. and i probably will never have one again... i dont know if i could throw that memory away.......ill think about it
life

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-09-20T22:15:00

2009-09-21T03:20:02Z

freaked out at work AGAIN, at least this time i didn't cry. lol. no really first i was when superman got stuck on the lift at ride night (holy shit scary) and today my foot got stuck a fake dead guys crotch. (which is VERY hard to explain if and you weren't there you wont fully grasp the severity of my emotions) blah i just wanted to document my pain.

PEACE

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-09-14T22:08:00

2009-09-15T03:09:21Z

wtf is it? i just cant grow up.....

Just in case you're wondering what i do at six flags

2009-09-03T00:20:24Z

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-08-25T00:12:00

2009-08-25T15:03:16Z

so basically (and yeah that is how i am going to start this entry off) i somehow managed to break my laptop[yeah you know the one i had to fix with duct tape] and so i went without one for a while because i kept putting getting it fixed on the back burner. so finally i decided i had enough of not being able to check my facebook or update and tweak my various scripts and i bought a new laptop its this big 17' HP that im loving every minute with like my Zune i named him Tripp and to avoid confusion this ones Tripp-pc. so pointless story short im updating my LJ now .. YAY
did you miss me? prolly not right lol.

so lemme catch you up if i can:

last i left of saying i was a human at work..... well that was two months of being deceived by management, but in the end looking back i-
1. made a new friend
2. have become a park WIZ (like i wasnt already before)
3. i learned the basic skills of puppeteer-ing
4. i became quite attached to two puppet dogs and its weird to say but i ALREADY miss them and its only been a week since i've been done with streetmophere
5. learned 3 different versions of the mr 6 dance
6. memorized dance party. and all its craziness.

so yeah if i had to do it over id still complain like crazy but i WOULD infact do it over again.

so besides that:

-i made it through the one year anniversary of my grandfathers death.
- i fell in love with hookah-ing with work friends (we always ended up in deep conversation)
-i help spread a rumor about myself at work lol. it was quite fun because people actually fell for it.
- curley and i did not have sex we did however shotgun (basically kiss while breathing in/breathing out smoke.) but SOMEONE overreacted.
- i got stuck on superman(on the lift) with jackie,jordan and curley i was fine at first then i started freaking out in fact the only one who wasnt freaking out was curley. i took the longest to recover though.
-i dare devil dived!!!!! WHAT ( i went with curley and alexis and alexis pulled the cord) SO much fun.
- EIE's were SOOOOO mcuh fun this year i was in the vid a lot. lol (but sadly it was pre fuego, so i was seen with the stupid yellow parade picker lol) im in the last seconds of the goodbye montage so thats cool.
and i believe that brings us to the present.

OK whew....

so tomorrow, technically today i get to work the all time low/ white tie affair concert and im STOKED about meeting the two bands WHAT!!!! yeah i know im going to be all cheeky but whatever EXCITEMENT!!!!!

so work wise im ALL OVER THE PLACE literally:
so some days ill have to wear my Yellows :( (and it SUCKS cause i got so used to the performer mentality of NOT HAVING to wear that shit and i just bought some new clothes and HATS!!)

other days ill wear gross clothes for FF set up. which at the moment means doing very little and getting paid big :)

other days ill come in wearing my own clothes LIKE IM USED TO DOING NOW. and then changing to either karaoke or picto:/

so yeah thats what im upto work wise school wise im onlining the rest of my GENNNNNEDS and then resuming my 4 yr plan at oli sweet loving vet.

um current gripes:

oh ok, so this is what i constantly hear people say and what im constantly told.
READY:

1. jessica should be a supe.
2. jessica is an amazing character.
3. jessica is the best person whos friends with porky EVER.

ok so
1. maybe, maybe not i got paid more as a performer. but i'd get the respect i deserve from people. who knows. what i do know is it wont happen. at least not for a long while.
2.i do my job and i have fun. but if im there im working.
3. well thank you guys but you've obviously never seen my predecessor carrie, i mean after all shes the one who inspired me.

either way im sick of hearing it all (kinda the porky one flatters me)

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-06-29T00:29:00

2009-06-29T06:14:53Z

so guess what guys? im a human at work!!!

so if you looking at that and tilting your head slightly while scratching you chin wondering if i might elaborate on that soon. well you can stop because i will er am explaing.... in due time.
bahhahaha no right now actually. most of you all know that i am too immature to actually have a real job, until 4 years ago i actually found a job that welcomed my craziness with open arms.( a looney toons character at six flags) i cant believe i've been there for[technically] four years, last year i was hired but i never worked because of scheduling issues and what not then school started and longstory short i didnt work, but this year i returned. ( i know im crazy right? i mean i must be.some how i fear ill be a lifer or you know get up 7 or 8 years (oh wow). so being a character has taught me quite a few things and im glad to have that as a life experience. i could even say it was life changing. i have many long lasting friendships with people i would have never met if it weren't for this job and thats one of the best feelings ever. but there comes a time when we have to move on and i felt that it was that time ( that and i was stuck in freaking wiggles dock box as pepe for my summer schedule after they said there wasnt going to be permanent casting.) yes so i asked earlier, because i wasnt aware that they held acting auditions for streetmosphere (stilt walkers and firefighter and police man) so i didnt audition but i asked ryan whos streetmosphere supe that if anything became open to please let me know (of course i meant for stilt walking...) and he said he would and guess what for the first time in entertainment history a SUPE kept their word. this one guy just up and quit and as soon as i walked in thursday, ryan came up to me and asked if i wanted to audition and my reaction was a "hell yes i do"
so i did day parade like i always do right when i walk in (i drive a car w/ a character in it)
then right before my fist walk ryan called wiggles and told me to get down there and get the police man costume and hell meet me in wardrobe. so im all excited lol and nervous. HA! all the audition was, was a walk lol. i have to admit its weird being able to talk as a character. if you've ever been character you know what i mean by weird. but it was a new experience and i sort of like it, i mean its kind of boring and you actually have to get people to like you (as a character the costume does most of the job, because people already know who you are) as fire girl i have to prove myself more if that makes any sense. in actuality its kind of boring, people are rude or the just dont play along. and since this is the first year they havent worked out all the kinks and our props suck or we just dont have them. and sadly my crew is only this one guy, whos so much better at this than i am but he went to college for puppeteering and what not. i have done any acting since what fifth grade? lol
but all in all its fun when i get into it. and i rather be bored and a human for more money than pissed off and sarcastic for the same pay. hahah will goes" this is because we made you pepe isnt it?" lol and i was thinking "damn straight" but what i said was that "i didnt hurt my decision" all the SUPES walk around pouty when they see me now and today was only me second day lol rach gives me the stink eye lol but i love it matt and mike were like "jessica come on, we keep loosing all our good characters to shows" hmmmmmmm i wonder why? lol TREAT US BETTER! seriously the new people are either really good or really bad no in between and there are way more bad than good and like they had a whole day of training. my first day i came in carrie and ohio told me the rules and told me to get in grays and hop in sylvester no training guys and wasnt a trainwreck like some of these people. rach says ill be crawling back to her begging to be porky, and truth be told i already miss it, but im sick and tired oof all the rules and all the crap and the new people, and not being able to see my friends ( i still dont see all my friends but its because im doing a show not because im a character and my hours suck ass.
so heres my pro/con list

pro fire girl:

-backstage pass ( i wear my own clothes not that ugly neon danger yellow shirt)
-dollar more then the shit pay i was making
-im a human
-i can talk back to stupid guest.
-i dont work nights (this might be a con too because i actually like night parade)
-supes dont breathe down our necks, we're lucky if they stop by once a day
-if i see a picture of me in costume i can actually tag it as me lol and not the background.

con no looneytunes:

-i miss porky :(
-i HAVE to talk to guest.
-i miss my friends and dock box life
-i only have one day off a week and its thursdays, and ill probably wind up coming to the park with my family of friends or something.
-i miss being told how awesome/ cute i am a million times a day. (not even exaggerating, now i only get awkward looks)
- i only walk around in hometown.
- ill never be apart of either parades.... sad day.

i think its pretty much even (theres actually more cons but the pay is worth like 3 pros lol)

too bad im not getting 10 dollars.

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-06-22T01:12:00

2009-06-22T07:00:43Z

just call me a doormat. why do i get suckered in by insecure people?

kiss could not stand it when i was dating kavies. it was like
kiss-you called him though
me- hes my boyfriend
kiss- so? ive known you longer
me- who cares im going out with him not you.
kiss- whatever see, i knew this would happen...

with dayna it was like:
dayna- im never in your profile pics
dayna- you never call me out in the cafeteria
dayna- you never talk about me to other people (which wasnt the least bit true)

brandon:
me- i love my boys
brandon- your boys?
me- yeah you kiss and kavies
brandon- why do you always do that? group me with them?
me- cause you're always with them
brandon- no like im the only one here and you said i love my boys like we're all here. why cant you just say i love you brandon?
me- oh i didnt realize i did that? i love you brandon.
brandon- your only saying it cause i told you too.
me- no im not.

kavies:
k- you're still talking to him after all that?
me- yeah hes my bestfriend he was just pissed
k- so your not even mad that he tried to break us up by telling me he kissed you?
me- i was mad, but its kiss..... i never stay mad at him.
k- thats a lie
me- why is this a big deal?
k- why cant you see how it IS a big deal?

travis:
t- whos kiss and why is he always in your status (on myspace)
me- my bestfriend
t- why am i not on your statuses?
me- i never thought about it
t- so you dont care that im your bf and you have some other guys name all over your myspace?
me- not really, hes my bestfriend he has my name all over his stuff too, its just something we do.
t- sure.....

and its like really? have i not proven over and over how much i love all of them with the exception of travis i didnt know him long enough to actually love him. we kinda just paired together one summer and then we talked online for a while longdistance kind of thing. and these were people i genuinely loved each to their own and like they couldnt see it, and out of all of them dayna hurt me the most cause like i went out of my way to impress her and to show her how much i loved her and still she had to hear me say it or something like that, which was like a slap in my face and when i stopped babying her and giving her my undivided attention she wrote me an email saying to let her go or some BS and one day she pissed me off like no other and i do what i always do when im pissed off i break something, and it doesnt matter how important that something is, as long as its in my line of fire its going to be destroyed and at the time it was her existence in my life and she didnt even let me cool down before she went and made it worse she did what i begged her not to do twice, but it was the first time that i decided she was someone i could never trust ever again so it was not even worth being her friend anymore. i still have the message on facebook and i actually deleted it then i looked in my sent messages and saw that it was still there and its a good thing because anytime that i loosen up and let her in my memories i go read it and i see what kind of person she is.

its this right here:
"dylan is dead. move on. you dont have to forget him, but you dont have to revolve your life around him. if you want him back that bad, go kill yourself and have a blast in heaven. but he's gone. end of story."

throwing that in my face like that..... wow.
one i dont think i ever directly told her about him as in that part of my life was never her business. two throwing anything like this at someone that was told in confidence just cause your upset is heartless and if it wasnt said to hurt me she wouldnt have written it like it is.

why is it that this one always comes back to haunt me? its like one of my biggest failures at life.....

please god i beg of you no more people like this.

br3akabl3z_24 @ 2009-06-18T03:49:00

2009-06-18T08:50:06Z

another sixflags post brace yourselves.....

naw its not bad actually i had TOO GOOD of a night to not journal about it.

so tonight well technically last night cause its currently 3 in the morning was ride night wooohooo and not just any ride night but southwest ride night, yeah thats right the BEST ride night. raging bull, techno chubasco(tea cups), games, giant drop, and viper. its the ride night that makes all other ride nights suck pretty much. so we go and meet the rest of the crew in the employee parking lot at around 9 45 and i have a vid of everyone singing "im on a boat" lol so funny then